Well no reply from the hospital, so I don't think I got the job...nevermind...next one on Tuesday - all practice I guess - but I really do hate interviews, then again who does?!!Still wish I could decide on what I want to do though. I am just torn between making my family more secure with more money coming in to following my dream. I just know that if I don't do it now, I probably never will and the one thing I said when I was ill was that if I ever got better, I would do things that I want to, for me and not for others. I just don't want to reach that day when I look back on my life and regret opportunities I missed out on - I have done that enough in my life already.There have been so many things I could have done that I didn't do because I was scared. Maybe I just need to take a leap of faith. I hope everyone in the States had a lovely Thanksgiving. We were supposed to get snow today...nope!!! It's a cloudy day but that's all and very very cold. I'm trying to get all my Christmas cards ready today. It was good fun doing the card exchange last year and I loved getting cards from overseas, so I'm looking forward to doing that again this year and send more personal cards to people that I didn't know as well last year...you know who you all are... I was looking on the web yesterday to try and decide what I am going to get people for Christmas - its going to be a tight one this year but there are some great sites to get some lovely gifts for people. Harry raves about everything right now, but I want to make this year special as we are in a new home and making a fresh start. We will be popping to our local forest this weekend or next and collecting some things to make some Christmas decorations, pine cones, bits of wood, holly etc - I think he will enjoy that. Well, we're about to head out in the cold soon...