It's 3am and I can't sleep. Still feeling pretty rough with this cold, but my head seems all over the place. Reminiscent of the old days of cushings insomnia, something I don't really want to experience again, although I know this time it is down to worry, not cortisol. So I am posting on here, always has made me feel better and gives me a chance to rid myself of my worries. I am a little apprehensive about going away in a weeks time. I rarely go away on my own these days as I usually have Harry with me, but I know I need the break and I am sure I will feel refreshed after. Money worries are still in the forefront of my mind with the increased pressure to get back to work. I know in my heart of hearts I am not fully recovered as by midday, I still get exhausted to the point of needing to lay down, but financially we cannot afford to live just on Steves wage. To top it all Harry's nursery breaks up in the Summer and we need to find another form of childcare. I hate that. I know it is a common problem for all parents but I just want to be home with my little boy, I want to be the one to take care of him. Still as Forrest Gump said, Life is like a box of chocolates...lol3:20pmHad a funny old day really, not with it at all, probably due to the sleepless night last night. I am still feeling rough and definetly have a rotten cold - I hate colds, they really get me down and I end up being so clumsy for some reason. Had a good morning whilst Harry was at school, tidies up the office and did some more of my course work. I am so proud of myself for not giving up on this course and I am actually achieving good grades. My tutor asked me to be the coordinator of our project which has been enjoyable and different. I am dreading the exam in October though. I picked up my contact lenses and new glasses today, which was nice. It's nice to finally get that sorted out as I had been waiting at least two years to do it. Steve got a laser printer today from work for ?10 (about $25) as they were getting rid of them, which will be good. We have a photo rinter but it costs a fortune in ink. God, I am sooooo tired, I could just fall asleep on the keyboard! I need to get on with the housework and preparing tonights dinner though as I need to pick Steve up from the station soon. I have no energy though. If I feel up to it, I'll post somemore later.