Oh god, I ache all over, my body is not my own today...I am seriously paying for moving all that furniture 2 days ago. Stupid, stupid woman that I am....won't ask for help, need to do it all myself and look at me (well you can't) I am a bloody wreck. My blood sugars are slightly elevated but within normal range, this damn lumps on the side of my neck are enlarged again, each muscle is painful and I keep checking for my hump, it feels like I still have a small one, but I can't be sure...Steve says I need to rest up today...I am getting so worried about the physical aspects of working in a hospital now...I really need to find out what my results are...this is driving me crazy not knowing and thinking I have this whole future ahead of me that I can't be certain that I am fit or not for...just going with the flow right now. I think the problem with me is my head says do it, my body says, oh please think about it and the two don't communicate effectively Think I'll just put the old tired feet up today and try and get some reading in...I have a study skills book, a practice nurse book, a biology workbook to get through...Well, little one is bargaining for the computer, so I better sign off. Its 7:40am here and is cold and dark outside....3:20pm - Just been to the doctors to get my 1st Hep B injection and lo and behold told me I can't have it yet until they have spoken to my consultant and he has said its OK.