Well.. after 10 days off the diuretics, I am retaining enough water to fill my a backyard pool. My feet and lower legs hurt when I walk, making my daily life hell. As if I don't have enough with the fatiuge, back pain and all the other issues. Anyhow - looking on the bright side, there is only 4 days left until I do those tests. I can't wait to do them, just so I can ask how long it will take until they are done. My endo promised me she would call as soon as she got the results. I am only hoping it doesn't take forever. The monday after would be great - thats only 1 week from today!

I have been kinda depressed again lately. Having a hard time concetrating and all together using my mind for anything productive. I hear people talk to me, but I don't have the slightest clue how to listen to the words. I know this is what is getting to me. Well, this and the fact that I put on loads of weight after stopping the diuretics. I was walking and now I can't even do that cause of the pain. I just want someone to find out whats wrong so I either have to except the fact that I am sick or so that I can be cured and move on with my life.

I pray so hard for that to happen. Sometimes I don't know how much more I can take.

Well.. Thanks for reading this anyhow.