?I am attended by doctors, everywhere I am attended by doctors who inform me of my own interests.""I am ungrateful? You call me ungrateful? My life has been stolen from me? I'm living a life I have no wish to live. How did this happen??"If I were thinking clearly? then I would tell you that I wrestle alone in the dark, in the deep dark and only I can know, only I can understand my own condition. You live with the threat, you tell me you live with the threat of my extinction? I live with it too. This is my right, 'tis the right of every human being. I choose not the? violent jolt of the capital? (but the) anesthetic of the suburbs? that is my choice. The meanest patient, yes even the very lowest is allowed some say in the matter of her own prescription. There by she defines her humanity."~ From the movie THE HOURS, from the words of Virginia Woolf