I had an unevntful day and not as sore but my speech is still out. I didn't do much today. Cooked dinner and did dishes and played on the computer. I was so exhausted all day. I felt like something was sucking all the energy out of me.

I hope the hospital has an open bed for me tomorrow.

Sometimes I question is this all in my mind? Is it mental illness? Am I getting fatter because I am lazy? I didn't think mental illness could physically hurt so bad. Maybe it's my fault in some way.

Mind mind is starting to stray. I'll update again tomorrow.

I am in an ok mood tonight.