Being positive enough

Hoping enough

Worrying enough

Analyzing things enough

Maybe I am thinking too much

Worrying too much

Cryin too much

Maybe I am just a little bit worn

A little bit frustrated

A little bit hopeless

Maybe I am absolutely exhausted

Tired of trying

Tired of hurtin

Maybe I am definitely buried

Beneath a pile of ashes

Beneath years of disgrace

Beneath countless ambiguities

Perhaps I can get out of this mess

Perhaps I can find someone who cares

Perhaps I am still alive

Perhaps...

Or maybe I am not sure.