Learning to regain all of the fun and adventure in life that I once had. It's been a struggle but I am achieving things every day. <br /><br />I have many loves, my family is my life, I love books and art, the countryside and walks, nature, stormy days and sunsets, full moons and sunny days. I like listening to the waves on the beach and watching the waves crash against the shoreline. I love the rolling hills of the Essex countryside, spotting deer in the forests and listening to the sounds of the birds chirping when its first light. Fighting this disease has made me appreciate the subtle things in life and try my best to live for today. Its hard, but with each day comes new beginnings.