I know this probably sounds pathetic, but I weight myself today and have gained 4lbs in one week and am freaking out! I'm still at a "normal" weight for my size but have gained about 10lbs total since my hospitalization a while back for weight loss. It was so hard for me to lose weight and get back to a healthy weight, and I hate seeing it creep back up again. It's so upsetting :(I haven't done anything to change my diet, and I've been exercising more, and yet the pounds just keep coming. I only weigh myself once a week (Mondays) and I swear when I saw the numbers on the scale it just ruined my whole day. I hate being so focused on my weight but I just can't help it. I can't go back to starving myself because I know how sick it made me before, and everyone is watching me like a hawk now to make sure I eat. But if the weight keeps increasing I don't see any choice...I think I'm still fighting an ED of some kind...it's all I can think about.I see my doc again tonight so I guess I'll ask him about it and see what he says...maybe it'll convince him to run some more cushing's tests (probably not though).