I maybe dozed off for an hour last night and was woken up by the pain in my feet and my left hip. I don't know why doctors don't acknowledge that I am in pain. I stayed up the rest of the night watching tv and eating just like every other night. I had a hell of an appetite last night.

This morning the only things I can speak come out as total gibberish. I really hate this. I pray that they find an answer soon.

I go into the hospital today. I hope this isn't a waste of time.