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Well another day down, I spent the biggest part of the day as a vegetable. I ached all over and had a headache and a cough. Just my usual cough, nothing fancy. On the upside I spent it in my jammies, and I always enjoy that!!! My daughter Elizabeth is still looking for a job, I hope she gets one soon. She needs one for her self esteem, let alone to help with the social anxiety. I will be glad when she starts back to college, but I wonder if she is picking the right career. Oh well, I have to stop micro managing her life and just let her live it sometime. It is just so hard when she is your whole world and is such a vulnerable soul. Take Care Marva

I sometimes wonder if I will ever get an answer to my questions about my health. I also wonder if I will ever feel "good" again. I am just so sick and tired of being sick and tired. I was a little disappointed in my husband last night, I told him that if this is Cushings, that I wanted him to read up on it so that he knew what I was dealing with. He didn't understand why he would need to do that, that it wasn't like he was sick!! Then he asked if after they got a diagnosis an I am "cured" was I going back to work. See why I want him to read about this!!! He thinks the recovery is like a week or two!!! POOF!!! I am fixed. Luckily, I have a really great friend who is very supportive. She has hypothyroidism, and a husband with the same attitude, and we get together and tear them apart and then we feel better!!!LOL She and I keep each other going thru the hard times, and the good ones too. I am so lucky to have her. I am lucky to have my husband too, he never complains about my weight or the facial hair or my strange sleep habits. He worries about my health, he just thinks there is a quick fix. He is the love of my life and we have been married for almost 23 years and still make each other laugh. Unfortunately, that usually means you can still make each other crazy!!! Marva