My energy is so limited sometimes....well all the time. I still do things....like I went out last night with my bf and his friends for bf's b-day. it was fun. we had a nice time. today im not good for anything. my house is a mess. i cant seem to get ahead of it. i guess cause i don't choose to spend my spoons on cleaning the house. i hate living with the limitations of what this disease has left me with. more than that, i hate that no one understands. it just looks like i'm lazy.